What IfWhat IfWhat If
What If I Could Change the Myself?
To Make You Love Me,
Change My Personality,
Change My Life,
Or Even Change the World.
So you can love me. I can't live without you.
I wish there was an alternative To This.
I wish you loved me,
As I love you.
You're LightYou're LightYou're Light
So I Choose To Let You Back After I Have Pushed And Cursed At You for Leaving Me
But You Just Say That I Have All was walking by you
You Just Never Knew It
And In the Times You Think the Worst of Your Self
I carried you Though Those Times So Now You Wiped Clean My Past and You Let Me Back into Your Life
So You Can Care For Me Again
Running AwayRunning AwayRunning Away
I Ran Away From My Life, Hoping To Forget The Past, But Every Step I Take I'm Pulled Back and Held against My Will.
Then I realised That It's you Who Is Holding My Hand, And Stopping Me from Running Away.
So I Stay Trapped In the Past but You Are My Future,
So I Live On With You Leading My Hand.
My English StoryHe tried asking her out once last Easter camp. God it was a nightmare. He didn't speck for ages afterwards he just sat there staring at the ground everyday. I guess his gotten over it now his trying again to ask her. I hope he doesn't freeze up when he does.My English Story
I went for a walked to find some old friends but never found the ones I was looking for. I found grace; one of my old friends until she went to villa Maria Then went to the Opshop there was some cool stuff there; some vintage shirts, some hippie stuff. I didn't buy anything though I had no money since my parents broke up last month and now I only get ten dollars a week
The War.'I'll kill them all', he said one day 'I'll kill them all', I said, today And stood tall as the battle raged And smiled a smile That spoke of an arrogant pride And malicious intent to destroy Everyone and everything in sight.The War.
'You can't', he said, he laughed, that day As he laughed I wondered why That every single flame of thought Was blown out into smoke By every foolish man that couldn't See past his own glories And ignored my every word.
For a time, a long lonely time I fought my own inner wars And pushed aside all other things &nb
When all the rivers dry upHe once asked me why I argued with him when he called me beautiful. I said because it's not true. He promised me he'd never do it again. I didn't argue anymore. -- Later, only days later, I asked him if it was vain to want to be called beautiful. Yes, it was a change of heart, but hearing you say that meant more than the stars to me. I thought that if you believed it, it wouldn't matter whether I did or not. Is it still true in the icy blue eyes I couldn't escape? I'm not sure, you never tell me anymore.When all the rivers dry up
-- I remember when I tried to make you promise that you'd tell me if you ever stopped loving me. You never promised
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I Wish I Was Different.....
Miserable
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"Imperfection is beauty
madness is genius
Its better to be Absolutely ridiculous
than absolutely boring"
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Wbu Hun?
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if you're awake or not >w<
But i am really bored now >_<
Need someone to talk to >////<
Pm!
But I Sleep At Ones
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When i asked you it was about 11 am X'D
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